I agree 100%, the clock is ticking and time is running out.Lol!! No ma’am I cannot accept this flattery 😬..SEEKER OF TRUTH., Clocks to watch. Lucky Breaks, Running Rats, Bitches, Babes.

Hello. Single and heart broken  about 5'1  Ventura CA  ,54 Hispanic  Mother 4 adult kids and Grandmother 4 grandchildren.

Maybe you can help maybe you might know. Maybe you have something nice to say that would actually help me get threw one day without crying  it's been over .2 years and I've cried every day. Not feeling sorry for myself I don't understand ...I don't want to face the truth about someone I love . because I never thought of him that way. Plus I feel stupid. I feel cheated  I feel lost and don't understand why me. .I knew this person  for 11 years .we had a history . I though of him as my friend.. we had a sexual relationship before. We at times hung out. He knew my kids.. I've vented to him. So I felt he was my friend.. I was told when we  were introduced to stay away he would break my heart. 

No reason was given plus I live my life threw my heart. So I trusted him . The promises he made me .the words he told me ..I believed  the forever no matter what.we are not together and he not once sat with me to try and fix anything. We never tried. We had plans he begged me not to give up on us on him .that we were worth saving I waited he asked me to marry him I said yes..  he ended up leaving I got a text ended us..  what do I do to get over this.I agree 100%, the clock is ticking and time is running out.Lol!! No ma’am I cannot accept this flattery 😬..SEEKER OF TRUTH., Clocks to watch. Lucky Breaks, Running Rats, Bitches, Babes.

 I stay locked in my room most of the time sleeping my life away too scared to be around people I have nightmares every night Ive had panic attacks around people scared of getting close to anyone. No more friends.  I cut Everyone out of my life I hardly see my daughter and grandson because I'm scared. I suffer from mental illnesses. Saw Dr and went back on meds but it wasn't helping plus I slept all the time and still had the fears. I agree 100%, the clock is ticking and time is running out.Lol!! No ma’am I cannot accept this flattery 😬..SEEKER OF TRUTH., Clocks to watch. Lucky Breaks, Running Rats, Bitches, Babes.

 I don't know what to do. If we had tried and it didn't work I could understand but we didn't so I'm left with the whole thing was a lie he told me lies  yesit wasn't decision but it was the words and promises I made the choice if he NEVER told me promised me that stuff I wouldn't have made the CHOICE of a relationship I'm so lost and have no clue why would he do such a mean cruel thing like that to anyone . I don't understand .